<--10:06 P.M. August 10, 2003-->
I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN...
I am mentally, physically, spiritually
exorcising my life .
I have to clean out my closets i 'm tripping on all of the bones.
Ive decided it's time I give you a proper burial and say a very long overdue goodbye.
I once told you I was the emotional baggage you left behind, but the truth is your the emotional baggage I can't leave behind.
You see holding on to the very idea of you was all the excuse I needed to stop living and just existing.
But just once I want to shed tears of joy instead of regret and pain.
I wan't to go to the beach and feel my toes in the sand and the wind in my hair.
And not wish you were holding my hand.
I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN ,I WANT TO BE FREE
SO SOMEBODY ELSE CAN LOVE ME .
Thanks LOST-GIRL for your words.
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