I'M GOING UNDER....
Im Drowning in a Sea of Emotion.
And I Don't want to swim anymore.
Im tired of always being the one to cheer everyone up.
And holding on for them when they no longer can.
The fact that Im the Clown the happy Girl spewing Positivity.
Its all a Ruse Baby don't you know that.
Everytime I convinced you Im in control
I keep saying it out loud Im not trying to convince you im trying to convince me.
But still No One can see the Real Me.
Im Hurting so Bad and Im all alone.
All alone...
I hate This..
I hate Me...
Fuck I hate feeling like a Mortal...