<--7:30 PM November 29, 2004-->
HIGH ALTITUDE REALITY NOW THERE'S A CONCEPT....
Lately I just can't seem to escape the truth.
And my lack of communication is evidentially your proof.
I can't erase all the distance I put between us.
And the bottomless Ocean that resides in me has devoured all my trust.
No matter how hard I try.
I can never deny I'm so empty inside.
That I can't even work up enough emotion to sit down and cry.
I can only find solace in the depths of the sea.
Because if I stand on dry land I would have to except my reflection on the water and then I would finally see the real me....
And either way I'm destined to a life of longing and sorrow so my Restless heart will never be free...
Self Adulation is such an ugly disease....