<--2:38 P.M. September 02, 2003-->
CRAZY BOY...
Sweet little girl living
in a crazy messed up world.
You have no Self esteem.
Cause your parents treat you so mean.
They don't understand you and they never will.
They put you in counseling but any time you try to speak to them its a deafening shrill.
You see in order for them to acknowledge
that there is something wrong.
They would have to come down off there pedestals that they've been on too long.
There so afraid of accepting that they might actually be to blame.
They care more about what the neighbors will think .
You can't handle being Invisible to them so you start to do Drugs & Drink.
You Cut youself because the Razor is never Ashamed of who you are.
You Runaway from Yourself but never get very Far.
You Slit your Wrists and your Bloodied
Body is Sprawled out on the floor.
You wake up in the Psych Ward with
Mom and dad Screaming this is the last straw.
WE CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!
In Group Therapy you meet a Boy.
You Like him, he Likes you but you have to play it coy.
It's time to leave and go back home.
And you leave Crazy Boy in the Psych
Ward all alone.
He writes you letters saying when he gets out the 2 of you will hook up.
Weeks go bye and you notice your Parents have Changed.
They have accepted that they are partly responsible and share the blame.
Life is Looking up for you now girl.
You no longer live in the Dark world.
And now Crazy boy seems like Poison to you.
He won't leave you alone and you don't know what to do.
His Love Letters now read like
Suicide notes to your ears.
He brings to reality your biggest fears.
You try to distance yourself from Crazy Boy
And no longer accept his letter.
The Doctor's notice that Crazy boy doesn't seem to be getting better.
Instead he's getting worse .
He is now Satanically Cursed.
The nurse found Crazy boy lying on the bathroom floor he's Dead.
And after all of your hard work and Rehabilitation.
You Relapse back into being Fucked up in the head.
Wishing it was you and not Crazy Boy
who was Dead.
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