<--5:59 PM September 22, 2004-->
PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME BABY, I PROMISE I'M WORTH THE WAIT.......
I have not given Robert an Answer....
A very long time ago.
When I lived my life of various excesses and abuse.
I was beaten and broken into a worthless submission.
I knew that if I didn't find a way to put a small piece of my heart under lock and Key it would become tainted and cynical like the rest of me has.
I have been alone for so long.
That it is indescribably difficult to relinquish my state of Independence.
Or perhaps loneliness is my eternal sentence for my crimes.
There is such a big jolt of electricity that courses thru my veins when I envision a life of love and happiness.
Just know this....
No matter what anyone says I am not dead inside.
I just can't seem to find that damn Key.